Helo!! My names Sonya. My favorite things in the world are black coffee, sex and chocolate. I play football and bodybuild at my highschool. And I've gotten into this body dysmorphic-type thing going on. I started out, very low self esteem, my parents fed me diet suppliments when I was young, constantly obsessing over my weight teling me I was never thin enough, if I ate to much, I'd get obease. I've had issues with anoexia/bulimia type eating disorders since about 9 or 10. I finally recognise I have a problem. But I'm not yet in this place where I'm ready to jump into recovery. I think this site is my way of putting a foot in the water. Oh! and I have a black lab mix named Major, he takes up most of my attention and time. I love him to death.