stevie7809's Posts

I just cant!!!

1/31/2008 3:04:00 PM stevie7809
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I've been smoking weed since i was 18, so about 15 years now. I love the feeling and its just so much fun. But now smoking wasn't like it used to be where me and my friends would get together and get high and just laugh and chill. Now its like something I need to do, like breathing. I need to stop now because I've realised I have gotten older and I have a son. I dont want my son to end up making the mistakes I'm making. But every time I try to quit I just get horrible headaches and i just cant.

Re: i played with cocaine

1/31/2008 3:06:23 PM stevie7809
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Thats really good! you got pretty lucky. Quitting cocaine is a very hard thing to do.

Re: RIP Heath Ledger

1/31/2008 3:07:14 PM stevie7809
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Did anyone find out what he really died from?? I think they found out for sure, but I havent gotten a chance to watch the news or look it up online.

Re: Denial...how does a relative cope with someone in denial?

1/31/2008 3:08:39 PM stevie7809
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What does your half sister do that makes you think she has problems??

Re: Censoring death from kids. Uh... excuse me?

1/31/2008 3:10:47 PM stevie7809
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I think kids should know about it. Ofcourse we dont want them to get hurt and sad but when they know about it it makes it easier for them and they'll somewhat know what to expect when and if a loved one dies.

Re: Mineral oil

1/31/2008 3:12:48 PM stevie7809
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I had to drink some before a surgery once. that stuff is disgusting! but it does work. lol everything came out.
But I dont think thats dangerous because your not stuffing your self with chemicals like laxatives, doesn't it just make ur digestive system like slimier so everything just slides out?
Ok this sounds gross!!!

Re: Is anyone addicted to a specific sex act?

1/31/2008 3:13:39 PM stevie7809
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I think that would be more of a fetish.

Re: Lotto!!

1/31/2008 3:15:54 PM stevie7809
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I buy the lotto ticket sometimes but I've never won :-/
I have bad luck lol

Re: will it affect him

1/31/2008 3:17:17 PM stevie7809
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I have this same problem. and my son wants to be just like me. I dont want him to use drugs like I do. And I do feel guilty everytime I look at him when I'm high. But i just cant stop!!

Re: Always picking the bad guys!

1/31/2008 3:21:50 PM stevie7809
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My sisters best friend is like this. My sister used to be like that too, untill she got into a really bad relationship. she would go from one pothead to cokehead to konvict to i dont know what. But then she got with this guy who was pretty much everything put together and everytime she would try to break up with him he wouldn't let her, and he would threaten her. she had to move out of the state for a year to get away from him. And when she left she met a really good guy, he doesn't do any drugs hes never been to jail and to her hes 10 times more fun. Now she would never go out with another bad guy again. But her best friend doesn't seem to learn from this! She still dates guys who have all these problems with drugs, alcohol and the law and she just keeps getting her self hurt. These guys are not going to make her happy but theyre the only ones shes turning to.

Re: in a country full of smokers

1/31/2008 3:26:10 PM stevie7809
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I know exactly what you mean. And I know that you asking people to stop still wont work. Theres too many people around you smoking. When I went to China they even smoked in the Elevators. I hated that. And no one stops, even if theres a baby in the room with them they still smoke right above their heads. But try nicotine gum when your there. And whenever you start smelling the ciggs just pop in a piece of gum.

Re: Single Sentence Sermons

1/31/2008 3:35:57 PM stevie7809
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Kindness is difficult to give away because it keeps coming back.

this is very true =)

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