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RE: Driving Under the Influence
4/24/2008 3:00:57 PM mariana44
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I'm surprised California isn't on here. I expected it to be the number one state.
RE: day 1 - need encouragement
4/24/2008 3:14:28 PM mariana44
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You can always keep messaging on this website. My friend refered me to it. They also have counselors that you can message, and honestly this is better for me because I feel more secure when the person I'm talking to doesn't know who I am and I'm not embarassed to talk about my problems. But I also suggest staying in alcohol free enviorments, when your around it your just going to want it more. and it makes recovery harder I'm sure you know that. Since its both you and your wife going through this recovery I suggest also getting some external support, maybe a parent or a best friend. Someone who is there to watch out for you. Keep talking to people online too, especially people who have been there and done that, I think they provide the best advice.
RE: Footsteps in the Sand...
4/24/2008 3:36:00 PM mariana44
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I like this story. I'ts really true though, God carries me through all my tough times and makes sure I get through them just fine. I have all my trust in God.
RE: A Riddle..
4/24/2008 3:37:39 PM mariana44
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I remember this.. But I heard it in a different way, it didn't refer to got it was like " a poor man has _____ a rich man needs ____ and if you eat _____ you die"... that was the way I heard it but I like the one that refers to got better.
RE: Oxy Daizy
4/24/2008 3:49:29 PM mariana44
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I never had much people using Oxy at my school, but they did get really into Triple C (Coricidin Cough and Cold medicine) they would say that it would make you feel drunk and high at the same time so ofcourse everyone wanted some, and I remember one of my friends even getting expelled for using it. I havent seen her ever since.
whats that you poppin??
4/24/2008 3:52:14 PM mariana44
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people in my high school didn't really use oxycontin much because it wasn't around, but so many people wanted to try it because it mentions it in a lil Whyte song.. it says..


"Scarecrow, scarecrow whats that you popping?
A powerful pill they call Oxycontin
But it'so tiny, that it catch you dragging
Haven't you heard big things come in small packages
I prefer the orange's with the black O-C
Take 2 and you cannot move up out your seat
Some people melt em down in a needle and shoot em up
But I pop 'em with Seroquel like glue, I am stuck"

RE: Lose Your Job Over a Cigarette?
4/24/2008 3:54:10 PM mariana44
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I think the factory has good intentions but I dont think they should fire them. I mean tobacco isn't illegal so they shouldn't have the right to fire them you know.
RE: Naltrexone implants
4/24/2008 3:56:49 PM mariana44
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I think treatment centers should do this to every patient. like if the patient is under 18 then a parent should give a consent to have this implanted in them, and if they're older then maybe a spouse, and I think every patient should be recommended to get this. I think its the best thing for these addicts!
RE: Bad Cop
4/24/2008 4:01:13 PM mariana44
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if he was stealing that much money from people in jail he was bound to get caught. Really it amazes me how stupid of situations some people put their selves in.
RE: Just Can't Stop
4/24/2008 4:07:33 PM mariana44
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I think the wisest think to do is spend half of your paycheck and save the other half. I understand really wanting to shop and buy things, so I know I wont ever be able to tell someone to jsut stop and save up their money, but if they spend half of it on all their expenses and then just save the other half in a bank account that is the best bet I think.
RE: this makes me angry!!
4/24/2008 4:09:14 PM mariana44
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Chingsta said: Some people are soo insane.  I read  a story in the newspaper about a man who put his infant in the microwave for 20 seconds and she got slightly burned.  That's horrible, right?  There are some extremely violent poeple that do stuff like this with no regard for human life.


I read a story like this too except the pressure in the microwave killed the baby. Have you ever seen snakes on a plane? when he puts the snake in the microwave and it just POPS! thats what probably happend to the baby's insides.
RE: Drawing the Line Early
4/24/2008 4:11:46 PM mariana44
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I know exactly what your talking about. I told my boyfriend this before we got together and it actually made him respect me more. And he likes it. We broke up for a few months and he didn't even date any other girl because he didn't like that all the other girls were out partying, drinking and doing drugs with other guys, he had more respect for me.
RE: My mother
4/24/2008 4:13:50 PM mariana44
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SMILEY said: I'm so sorry to hear about your mother, I'm so overwhelmed when I think about either one of my parents dying.  My dad is an alcoholic, however he isn't nearly as bad as he used to be.  I don't fear of him dying of alcohol poisoning, but I do worry about him getting behind the wheel of his car.  He claims he is a functional alcoholic and that he can drive better than most people even when he's drinking.  It's ludacris, but it's the path he chose to live his life and honestly, I could beg and plead with him from today 'till the day I die, but he will not quit drinking. 


This bothers me, when people say "I'm a better driver drunk than I am sober" because its not true, you just feel like that because your drunk and you think your down a good job.
RE: How long have you went with no sleep ?
4/24/2008 4:18:54 PM mariana44
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I went 32 hours with no sleep and then I passed out. It was good though because I had a 16 hour flight so I slept through most of it and it went by fast.
RE: Have your dreams came true?
4/24/2008 4:21:44 PM mariana44
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These happen to me also. After a few times when they started coming true I started looking up their meanings, but after I did that none of them came true :-/
RE: Suicide by Cop
4/24/2008 4:24:56 PM mariana44
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I think that every teen who gets put on anti-depressants should see a psychologist as well to make sure they dont start getting suicidal intentions. Parents should also be aware of this. There have been waaaay too many cases of teens going crazy because of anti-depressant side-effects.
RE: Addiction Vs Personal Preference
4/24/2008 4:26:09 PM mariana44
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If its just a personal preference the individual would be able to abandon it, yet if it is an addiction there are ususally symptoms of withdrawal and need for the substance.
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