jfarley's Posts

My Experience With Hore Tranqualizer

10/8/2007 11:27:00 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Ok to start with im going to tell you that im not going to reffer to horse tranqualizers as horse tranqualisers, im going to refer to it as Ketamine < its street name, the name i used to ask the dealer for.

Hi, my name is Jamie and before the christmas just gone i started to take a white powder called ketamine, this drug could have infact messed my whole life up, it made me miss a lot of college where it was vital and it also made me a very selfesh person. My excuse to get out of the addiction was; "im not addicted i just love the fucking buzz" That was it exactly.

What i did to get out of it was this;

I am a computer lover, and an internet lover i was doing a Diploma course at college and i just let go of all my friends that where taking the ketamine and moved on, i went to all college and kept my self busy to forget about ketamine. After college i used to by a Gram of Ketamine and have it gone within 3 lines. This was whilst i was quit. I then luckily passed my course and my uncle landed me a 1400pound a month job and now i live with him so i have no access to ketamine and i dont even feel the need to use it. I can now hang around with my friends that do take it and not feel ogblidged to buy some of my own. Ketamine is a good drug to take, but its not my drug to take. It made me fall out with a lot of people.

Jamie

Re: This Woman WILL Recover

10/8/2007 11:33:16 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Im really glad you are/have recoverd, i think its hard to recover for anybody. Nothings easy in this world and this surley proves that fact. Now you have the wisdom to help others, and that is a good thing. You have felt what other people are feeling. You know how you stopped and you must show and Help others.

Jamie

Re: Getting Pot?

10/8/2007 11:36:20 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Kids are more socialble than Adults, they speak to more people at school and college in one day than some Adults do in a week. To kids pot is like gossip. Not only pot but all drugs. If your mate tells you some dealers number, it then gets told to others. Its a hard world to live in, but an easy world to die in!

Jamie

Re: 20 Most Dangerous drugs

10/8/2007 11:40:35 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Canibis is a very dangerous drug, it might not kill you but it definatley messes with your head, i have a friend who smoked it since he was 7 and he is now my ages also. He has Vergeline skitsofrenia and 99% of the time he is to scared to go outside for some of the dumbest reasons, he has quit smoking it now and he has been clean for about 7 months. The funny thing is he also has an Aquierd Brain unjury that he hadnt found out about for a long time so he had behaviour difficulties. Taking Anti Depresents messed with his Brain even more, luckily he has found out he is alergic to CRSSI's. these are in speed.

Jamie

Re: How many hours per day?

10/8/2007 11:45:05 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Really good question!

I work at a Private school, i get £360 a week for looking at a screen, each day i get up for work at 8, check my email at about half past for 5 minutes then go to work, i am then sat in from of a computer administrating the network or fixing a student/teachers computer untill about 5, i get 3hours worth of breaks. When i get home i usualy sit on the internet till upto 4 in the morning. Each day thats around 16hours Without including pee breaks and food breaks. That a really long time, i never tried to work this out before and i think id rather i didnt.

Jamie

Re: Internet Addiction – It Is a Disorder and It Can Be Treated

10/8/2007 11:49:05 AM jfarley
15 Posts

I think that you have just explained my life completly, i dont have a job on the internet but i have a job with computers. It is somthing i love and i am good at doing. It is also getting me very rich so i think i will stick with it for as long as i can.

Jamie

Re: Am i sexually adicted to my girlfriend?

10/8/2007 11:51:38 AM jfarley
15 Posts

This isnt addiction, i think you have found that when you have sex with your girlfriend you actualy make love(not just sex) and you really like the feeling. Its more than poking its emotions everywhere. Its hard to expalin but you definatly are not addicted. As the above post says dont beleive anyone that tell you its an addiction.

Jamie

my view

10/8/2007 11:55:00 AM jfarley
15 Posts

You are refering to Pop ups here, not to online pornography. There are many types of online pornography and 60% of this is Legitimate websites, people making money. People who work making porn, even the actors enjoy it. Its not wrong to do, its not wrong to look at. Kids bellow the age of knowing are vulnerable. The pop ups are advertisment, you cant just stop it.

Jamie

Re: The power of a hug

10/8/2007 12:02:21 PM jfarley
15 Posts

That is the most amazing video ive ever seen, its really touched me, in ways i dont know about just from watching it, I really want to thank you for this post. You dont know what type of a message has just gone into my head :) Its beautifull.

Thanks again x *hug*

Jamie

Re: PDA...how much is too much??

10/8/2007 12:05:56 PM jfarley
15 Posts

Whats actualy the problem with it, no body is hurt from it are they? just dont look if it offends you. If it does then you should know there actors and they acting in love, obviously really well. They get paid to do a good job.

Jamie

Re: Guess Whats Laced in Heroine! (scare)

10/9/2007 1:47:00 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Im really sorry for your loss, yeah Dealers are starting to do anything with any drug to make up the weight, but no one learns from other peoples mistakes. We all have to from our own.

Re: Harder for guys?

10/9/2007 1:49:06 AM jfarley
15 Posts

It is the same for for everybody and at the same time it is different for everybody, all of our bodies are different and we all think differently. One Addiction may be easier to quit for one person than it would be for another. Like some people quit smoking when they say they do and some people cant.

Jamie

Re: Need some loving

10/9/2007 1:50:34 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Not entierly true, stick to Family love! True love can kill a person a lone if it go's wrong.

Jamie

Re: Do men talk about it

10/9/2007 1:51:50 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Most men that have an addiction and want it to stop, really do want to talk about it, but are to scared to. Its like a man wouldnt cry cause it makes him less many, this isnt true but its how men think.

Jamie

Re: Only 2% of Women Feel Beautiful

10/9/2007 1:54:24 AM jfarley
15 Posts

Women read all these glamour and glossy mags and see size 0 girls, if you stand next to a size zero girl any one looks fat! Its just the way the media want you to think. Its nasty and malisious. Every girl reads these magazines but its unhealthy and every Human should feel beautiful, we all are! The human body is an amazing organism if you come to think about it.

Jamie

Re: 100 cannabis plants!!!!

10/9/2007 1:56:24 AM jfarley
15 Posts

How could they not have resolved this quicker, do you know how much 1 cababis plant smells! And surley the police have procedures to prevent this happening to start with! It just shows how our poloticions are spending money on nothing but themselves.

Jamie

Re: Getting Pot?

10/9/2007 1:57:20 AM jfarley
15 Posts

I think this is probably a good thing, dont get me wrong, i used to smoke pt and dont beleive its a bad drug. Its just not the drug for me!

Jamie

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