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Re: my f-up family
5/16/2007 5:26:47 PM bubblebutt07
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dippy i know how it is to have messed up parents, maybe not with drugs but with other things. my dad has been absent my whole life and whenever he is around alwys finds ways to make my life worse. what i learned to do, after like 17 years was to just not care about him anymore. i completely deleted him out of my life so now everything he does, whether he is around or not doesn't affect me. ofcourse when he does call me out of the blue i am nice to him and never show him my true feelings because i dont want to hurt him, but i just make it to the point where he has no affect over me. live your life for your self and done let your parents past have any control over your future. make the besst out of every situation. good luck and keep us informed =)

-bubblebutt
Re: My Dad
5/16/2007 5:27:52 PM bubblebutt07
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smoking just ciggs? or weed??
Re: i AM fat
5/16/2007 5:31:41 PM bubblebutt07
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jiffy just try eating healthy and stop eating as much little by little. you seem to be going through what my friend went through a few years ago she just got used to eating alot and could never just eat less. theres also a surgery that could make your stomach smaller something like that i dunno but you need to have a health problem to do that and from what your saying maybe you might. try getting it checked. good luck though and try eating as healthy as possible :)
Re: cough cough high high
5/18/2007 4:58:00 PM bubblebutt07
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getting high off of cough syrup? ive never heard of that.. like what does it do to you? and how much would you have to drink? i fall asleep off of like 2 spoons of it i cant imagine getting high off of it?
Re: Addicted to my job
5/18/2007 4:59:44 PM bubblebutt07
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lol blondestblonde what do u do for ur boss to complain about you? i wish i could be a workaholic too, i get so bored at work and count down the minutes till its time to go home.
Re: arabian nights
5/18/2007 5:02:34 PM bubblebutt07
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but wouldn't hookah be better than smoking because its more of a social thing and people wouldn't smoke it as often? it tastes soooo much better than cigaretts wow its wierd how something that tastes so good could be so unhealthy.
Re: Hyponotherapy
5/18/2007 5:14:58 PM bubblebutt07
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here you go mikeyikie.. i got curious too lol so i researched.. this site may help.. http://www.spirithome.com/hypnosis.html

it seems intersting.. i wander if it will work if they hypnosed you into not liking chocolate.. that would help me alot :)
Re: The Warrior is a Child...
5/18/2007 5:17:19 PM bubblebutt07
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wow i really like this poem. imma put that on myspace
Re: sweets!
5/21/2007 4:11:25 PM bubblebutt07
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omg i know exactly how you feel redhead. even when im doing a diet if i dont eat all day i'll just eat a nice chocolate cake or somehting sweet instead of a meal. and even when i eat too much and i get too full i still have to have a desert. i heat maybe 3 chocolate bars a day. i knwo if i stop id loose alot of weight, im not fat but hey who doesn't wanna have a perfect toned body. and i tried the gradually decreasing, it so does not work.
Re: Recovering Christians
5/21/2007 4:19:29 PM bubblebutt07
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yeah i agree with this too because there are plenty of people from different religions that need support, from god too so it should just say "religion" or something like that
Re: Why?
5/21/2007 4:22:37 PM bubblebutt07
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well im sure the people who started smoking didn't light up their first cigg thinking theyre going to become addicted to it.. they lit it up to enjoy it and one led to many and many led to a habit. im not a smoker but alot of people in my family are and thats how i see it
Re: Food while Watching TV
5/21/2007 4:25:01 PM bubblebutt07
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yeah actually i do do that. i feel like i cant enjoy my shows and movies without my mouth crunching so i eat so many things, cake, meals, nuts, but the best is ice cream. just take a tub of ben and jerry's and watch tv while digging your spoon in YUMMMM i want some now!
Re: I get so drunk everyday
5/21/2007 4:40:05 PM bubblebutt07
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keep it up. youll make everyone and your self proud and being sober is probably going to be the best feeling!
Re: Internet Gaming - WOWo
5/21/2007 4:43:25 PM bubblebutt07
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whats this game about? ive heard alot about it. and Halo i know alot of people are addicted to that.
Re: Whats in a cigarette?
5/21/2007 4:47:36 PM bubblebutt07
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ewww thats so gross, its wierd tho they just taste like burnt paper
Re: Anyone got an ashtray?
5/21/2007 4:51:11 PM bubblebutt07
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if your son is having problems with it then do whatever it takes to stop because my sounds alot like you he'd smoke 4 packs of ciggs a day and his daughter would cough a lot and she started even getting like strange allergies and they had to put this oxygen mask or something i dunno what it was but it looked like an oxygen mask on her every night. if its really hard to stop then take it graduallyand try just smoking outside.
Re: shes already gone
5/21/2007 4:56:11 PM bubblebutt07
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this happened to my friends grandma. she died 2 weeks ago, but she had parkinsons for a long long time. my friend really misses her but she knows that she is much better off in heaven and without all the pain she was going through. and her grandma was a very social person so not being able to talk was the worst part of it. try just seeing it in ur grandmas point of you, shed be much more relaxed. know that your grandma loves you and its just the disease keeping her away from u.try visiting ehr as much as you can. and make sure you have no regrets. good luck i'll pray for you.
Re: like losing someone
5/21/2007 4:58:00 PM bubblebutt07
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i agree with cymru.. talk to them both about it.. honestly divorce seems to be a phase in everyones lives these days. it hurts at first but then you'll be fine about it. i went through it. and hey you may end up like the blondestblonde and take advantage of it. i hope everything works out. and just try talking to them. let them undeerstand you.
Re: gotten over a death?
5/21/2007 4:59:37 PM bubblebutt07
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i really dont think you can get over it. just be prepared for it and make sure you do everything youve ever wanted to do with him and tell him everything youve ever wanted to say
Re: gotten over a death?
5/21/2007 5:01:00 PM bubblebutt07
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hey ifound this it may help a bit... my friend wrote this before she died.

There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?" But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today--- by alex rodriguez RIP
Re: sweets!
5/23/2007 4:57:47 PM bubblebutt07
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lol cymru i dont think you have to worry so much about sherberts, i think theyre pretty healthy.
Re: Can't sleep at night
5/25/2007 5:11:35 PM bubblebutt07
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That happens to me a lot. I try the warm glass of milk but it only works sometimes. And i tried taking like a tylanol PM but even that doesn't work and i get so mad because i love sleeping and when i dont sleep a lot, i eat a lot the next day. Usually when i have things on my mind i dont fall asleep till the problem is fixed but what usually works with me is just giving up and not sleeping that night, then the next night I sleep the whole night and longer and it feels great.
Re: Recurring Nightmares
5/25/2007 5:16:45 PM bubblebutt07
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I get a reoccuring dream too but mine is way different. I'm 5 years old and I'm in a room on top of a gym with my brother who's 6 at the time. And there are these two men who were trying to kill him and all i could do is sit there and watch and i try to scream but i cant. Wierd thing is i get this dream every year before my birthday and I really dont know what it means. But for your dream, i heard that when someone dies in a dream that means they're going to live longer.
Re: I'm fine until I'm in the Casino
5/25/2007 5:19:34 PM bubblebutt07
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beer goes on sale? i never knew that lol. well littlecat could enjoy gambling and thats why she does it. But she probably just loses control sometimes. Kind of like when you want to go get ice cream and you promise your self only one scoop, one scoop, heck maybe even a kids scoop, but then you see all the different flavors and end up getting 3 scoops.
Re: college
5/25/2007 5:22:08 PM bubblebutt07
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what if you take easier classes? i know i've been stressing my self big time this year because i signed up for 2 science classes a math and 2 histories. And its me senior year in high school. I know that if i took easier classes than i would have been able to hang out with my friends more and worked more and didn't have to spend so much time on homework.
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