Written by Lisa

My first one, i got to heaven
I bought one, while me friend bought seven
It was a hit i never had before.
I wanted one more, i was sure.My second one was a killer
I found my-self in space, and i digged it.
My friend was high all the time
She took ”trips” to every place she wanted to go to, losing her mind.
My third one i took with my friend
It was a slow one in the end.
We asked the dealer for more, he said he had something strong
Who would of thougt it would go so wrong.
He gave my friend some crack, i stayed with coke
My friend went with this guy, two days later no sign, no friend back
I couldn´t stay long at the funeral, i had something to stash.
My fifth one stayed inside me for days
I was rocking untill it faced….
I ended up at rehab with four other kids
They talked about gettin out to get clean
I talked about getting out to make some deals.
My last one was by doing some crack
I got to heaven, yeah, but i never got back.

This is a nice, light read. And inspiring too. Please keep posting your good poems. It can really help a lot of people who are down and suffering. Thanks for this one, man.!

Hi that ,a nice one how from the first one we start then we , tell our self's thing to keep us going and then we are to deep inside to do any thing about it

I really like this. I can relate too because I had a friend who over dosed on heroin. I was to cracked up at that time to even go through the mourning process, now i just feel like I'm lost in between. You'd think that seeing him die would make me stop but it just made me want more :-/

You're just using the drugs to deal with your pain.  Many people use drugs as an outlet to fuel their pain, even for a moment, just like in the poem.  When my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years broke up with me, it was soo hard.  I felt like my heart had been ripped out and all I craved was Coke.  It was really the reason she broke up with me in the first time, she'd come over late at night to suprise me and I'd be coked out of my mind.  Then, in the end I felt like it's all I had left.  I hope you and I can learn to deal with our pain in a healthy way.. but it's scary in so many ways.. I'm slowly considering rehab..

AtomicDragon said: You're just using the drugs to deal with your pain.  Many people use drugs as an outlet to fuel their pain, even for a moment, just like in the poem.  When my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years broke up with me, it was soo hard.  I felt like my heart had been ripped out and all I craved was Coke.  It was really the reason she broke up with me in the first time, she'd come over late at night to suprise me and I'd be coked out of my mind.  Then, in the end I felt like it's all I had left.  I hope you and I can learn to deal with our pain in a healthy way.. but it's scary in so many ways.. I'm slowly considering rehab..

I Think rehab will be a good option. Talk to your girlfriend about it, see if she will help you through it, also join NA.