Re: At the Beginning
7/23/2007 8:09:35 AM
nikirhiannon
1 Posts
Hi.. i really need help. . . I am a herion addict. I had waited 3 weeks to get into American hospital in pomona, ca.. only to leave my 6th day to get high. I didnt know where i was, who i was with, and was very far from home since i live in Palm Springs, ca. My whole family told my husband to leave me out there in the streets, but he came and got me yesterday. i know i didnt deserve it, and that i am thankful for.. I am planning on rehab, but i cant get wanting to get high out of my head.. I was supposed to come out of detox clean and not dope sick, but now i am sicker than ever because of my stupidity. Everyone is so upset we cant even tell anyone my husband picked me up... I dont want to live like this any more, im 24 years old. in detox everyone kept telling me i am too young to be going through this. i know theres a better life for me somehow, i just wish my mind would stop thinking about that "one more time"... i am a mess, i really need a sponsor. where are you from attagirl? please help...