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7/17/2010 1:34:28 PM AddictedOne23
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I have been dealing with addictions my whole life. There is not just one think that I am addicted to. There are many things and it all started at a very very young age. At age eight I drank a bottle of J&B in my back yard over the course of a week or two. At age nine I was addicted to blow jobs and later soon after addicted to sex. I also began smoking in the woods in my neighborhood. By the time I was twelve I was smoking cigarettes full time in my parents house. Around the same time I started smoking marijuana. I can remember sniffing gasoline to get a cheap high as well. This led into heavier drugs over the course of my teenage years. Cocaine followed by mescaline and acid. After my 21'st B-day, I became addicted to gambling. I am now 40yrs old and I have quit the nicotine and the heavy drugs. I have residule addictions of Alcoholism, Masterbating to sex videos, and gambling. Just this week, I have started recording the times when I conduct these acts. In the course of 4 days I have masterbated twice, drank six beers, and gambled online three times. I am hoping by recording these acts it will help me stop them. I am open to any advice that one might have for me. So, if you have ideas that might help me let me know what they are. Thanks.