I'm Yeoh from Malaysia.

http://xaanaax.blogspot.com

This is me and I needed some help from anyone who are willing.. And I really dont need lorazepams after my 7years of Xanax... thanks and please.... just inches away from CLEAN.

 

CL.

I checked our ure blog, pretty kewl.  Did you write all those poems ?  Are you still using xanax, hows your recovery goin?

I really liked the poem you wrote, I'm gonnna copy and paste it here for other recovering addicts to see...

"this is the place I hang my head
the dreams i dreamt are long since dead
in the time it takes to write a verse
another shot is twice dispersed
~
this is the place i sew the seed
of the lie that flourished(an became a tree)
now a garden never mowed
an empty shell of a former soul
~
this it the time i slung so low
that i grazed my hand on sand and stone
never knowing is to never care
and on and on till lungs cant bare air
~
this is the place I end my rhyme
executed in walls of precision time
I'll leave you with another line...
i loved and lost in too short a time...."

Cheers for your recovery!!!

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