I've been going out with my boyfriend Donny for 9 months and a week now we've known each other for a little over a year. I am 15 and he's 18. When we started going out he was 17 and i was 14. A few months into the relationship I found out that his parents were physically and mentally abusive towards him and they told him they'd let him do whatever as long as he ditched me. So he left the house and was in hideout for a while then he moved in with his grandmother. Everything was fine he just smoked weed occasionally and told me that he'd had a history of drug and alcohol abuse. We both pretty much had a perfect summer. When school started he had to move back with his parents. Then he'd said that it was even worse than before. So when he was 18, he left the house and moved in with his Uncle and friend who are both drug addicts. Donny told me that whenever I wasn't around and I couldn't make him feel better he'd resort to pot. It wasn't until recently that my parents took action when I left and tried to stop him from committing suicide. Now I am no longer suppose to see him but I love him so much and feel that he needs someone to care for him. Now he is addicted to drugs he'd said he'd never do like adderal and bute and I don't know what else he's doing besides drinking too much alcohol. I was thinking about leaving him and hoping that he'd snap out of it but I’m afraid that'd push him off the edge. After all, he said that he had lost everything for me. He also said that he wanted to have time off but not a break and think about stuff. As I write this letter he is off to a friend’s house to get 7 free adderal pills. I tried to be nicer today and just try to make him happy but I just don't know what to do. Everything was fine between us in the summer. I don't want to let go of him I want him to stop hurting himself like this but he said that he doesn’t plan on stopping anytime soon. He seems like a completely different person.

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